After extensive searching I finally found a psychologist to visit. Apparently, psychiatrists don't particularly care if you have pressing problems, since the earliest I could get with any was over two months from now.

So, my first appointment was today. I like her. We seemed to click, and I think that together, we can work toward improving the situation.

Hope we have as an anchor to the soul.
-Hebrews 6:19

Today, for the first time in a while, I feel hopeful.